The Unscripted Randomness of Zend

Final week of being 25.

2011-06-18T15:05:00.001+08:00

Time flies. I love my hunny bunny. The end. 8P

A letter to my love..

2011-02-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

To my dearest Hani,

Today marks a year of our relationship, and it is the happiest year i ever had, and i know there is more of it to be look forward to. I remember how we started off, as well as how we started to know each other. I added you in MSN and FB, then after a
while, then only i started to chat with u. It was that facebook application that was turned into our ice breaker, that brain dominance test. Hahaha it is because we share the same result, balanced brain.

I straight away poked you in msn and said that not that many girls have that result. We continued talking and talking, from Marvel comics to movies to games to anime to college stuff, and by the time we realised it, we talked about a lot of stuff
and share a lot of conversation. Til the point i didnt realised that i was talking to you everyday, bugging you everyday, even when i can only appear offline with my sucky net last time =P And you also layan me and my attitude. Not that many girls,
heck no other girls does that =)

It was after a couple of months after we started to get to know each other, i realised that i really, really, really like you. I didnt know that i was being obvious to you, i even went to join that game thingy, Tinier Me... So i can get to know you even more and to show that i am willing to do that much for you.

Then i finally asked you out, on a date, though i didnt really say it was a date at first, only after i got that hint from you that you wanna spend time with me rather than hang out with the gang on that outing that was going on on that day too, that was on the 9th January. Our first and only date before we went official, talked about a lot of stuff also. Any other guy would have bailed out the moment they heard you talking about marriage and all that, but not me, definately not me as i felt something sparks between us on that very day. I had so much
fun just talking to you!

Then i dragged you to rejoin IMVU so we can chat and interact in there. LOL, lots of things happened there, i didnt expect a girl like you to play along with me. Then there was 6th February, the day i confessed to you. I was actually waiting for
valentines day to confess. But the more time i spent with you the more my feelings for you grew. Up til a point where i just couldnt wait any longer. At first i tried to divert asking the real question, haha then you caught me in the act =P
In the end, GAR PEOPLE DONT WASTE TIME! and i asked you, my dearest and sweetest Hunny Bunny, "would you be my girlfriend?"

I honestly didnt think you would say yes, seeing that i am not as good looking, as rich, as bishie or whatever it is compared with other people. But you did say yes and in the sweetest and most genuine way you could answered it. The very next day, i
said I love you for the first time to you, well you beat me to it by saying it directly. I dont know but it just felt so right and so perfect.

And now, after 365 days later, and over 9000 i love you's, my love for you had only grew stronger =)

Hani dear, you make me feel like i want to be a better man, be the man that you deserve. Slowly, i will be that man. I will work hard for us, for our future..
I am sorry for all the wrong and stupid things that i did in this 1 year time.

Alhamdulillah that i met you, and that you are mine. I am really thankful to have you as my partner in life.

Alhamdulillah also that we never fight or had a major arguement at all, and i pray hard we never will have to, It is all thanks to your kind and lovely nature.

I love you Hani, now, forever and in the afterlife.

Your googlely bear,

Zend.

Re-defining love

2010-12-05T23:43:00.006+08:00

in a couple of hours time, it will be 10 months since me and Hani got together. More and more i am falling deeper in love, being with her just re-defining the meaning of love ;)

Love ya dear!

Here's a song for our 10 months anniversary!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8cwzK69rTUk

and another one just coz it aint enough!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YCc_6D00eg&feature=related

Thesis madness

2010-11-05T12:02:00.002+08:00

I'm all done with my assignments and finals, and hopefully i need not to resit any of it at all @_@ would suck if i have to, well lets just hope we wont come to that. Anyway, CF is next month aaaaaaand atm i am working on my thesis which is rather a pain in the ass coz the uni isnt really guiding much on it.

Oh well, gotta do what u gotta do.. trying to finish it up asap, before dec even but realistically, with the survey, questionaires and shit, i think it wont happen so soon @_@ tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak...

Wish me luck =P

8 months

2010-10-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

Today marks exactly 8 months since me and Hani got together. Alhamdulillah we are still very much in love and perhaps even more than last time =)

I'm very lucky to find her, someone who i can share everything. Every single bit of thing that makes me, me. I don't need to be anyone else when with her, i've told her all my dark past and yet she still accepted me for who i am and who i was.

Cosplay, movies, musics, are only a few things that we share in common. I seriously still cannot believe that i have found someone like her. It is too good to be true.

Hani, I love you =) I know that i am not perfect, i have my flaws, i've done a lot of wrong things but you still love me and forgiven me for all that. TT.TT

I hope we will never argue as we still have not argue or quarrel in these 8 months. It's all thanks to your understanding personality. *sigh~* =) Being with you just makes me wanna be a whole better person. And i will be ;)

Cinta

2010-08-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

I must admit these past 6 months of my life have been the happiest for me, as i have found my one true love. My dear Hani, you had given me a new meaning to life and all that.

I am really thankful to have someone so loving as you are, not to mention how osm you are my dear. Words cannot express how i feel =) Well, the fact that you feel the same just makes it more unbelievable and too good to be true.. but oh, IT IS TRUE!

And now with a new goal in life, i am pursuing a happiness of my own, of mine and Hani's =) A new job, and it might be a career job as well, depends on how much i put my heart into it, but yea, i do wanna go all out now that i have to have a stable income and all that.

Hani, you know that i love you so much =) Hope you enjoyed our time together as much as i do and looking forward for more of it! A LIFETIME TOGETHER WITH YOU? I WONT ASK FOR ANYTHING ELSE!

Because Otacool put a dead blog as my site

2010-04-24T08:33:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha, yea, Otacool2 book put this site for my website instead of my other websites. Yeap, i am in Otacool2 and 2 of my Alphonse pictures were used. I am so happy and feel so accomplished. But it's not yet enough, i need to do my goal cosplay then i am satisfied! XP So i guess i have to revive this site, well, not that people will come and visit anyway, but yea, here it goes..

IT'S ALIVE!!!!

end.

p/s: life is now more meaningful and happier now that i am with my Hunny Bunny, Hani Suraya a.k.a Miyavi Honey =)

Hunny Bunny

2010-02-06T07:28:00.000+08:00

6th February 2010, It's official that you are my Hunny Bunny. <3

2010

2010-01-03T01:58:00.000+08:00

Happy new year peeps! And yea, CF IS OVER! also i have not been updating my blog for ages... OMG!! so much things happened during those times..

AHF,AFA, PS3, CF.. I'l write a detailed report sometime soon XD

Hey hey hey~ they're playing our song!

2009-11-11T11:22:00.000+08:00

I know it's been a month since my last update.. Seems that everytime i wanna update.. I cant seem to login ==;; Oh well, whats done is done..

Anyway, life has been awesome, been through quite a lot in this 1 month. XD But i dunno where to start... hahahaha..

Well I officially met Mieko on her early bday celebration where i got her a cake saying "Congratz Mieko, U R No Longer A Jailbait" or something like that and now she is one of my meido 8D

oh yeah and there's Sparda's birthday party which was on Deepavali,

Went to watch Pandorum, Surrogates and then random steamboat outing with Dyrenz, Aiko and the sabah gang.

Went out with Akiko to watch Inglorious Basterds,
and the randomness at the Vocaloid photoshoot with, Dei, Akiko, KC, Beat and the rest..

Then there's Emina Halloween trip to A'Famosa resort! which is filled with awesomeness!!! totally didnt regret going there XD

Then there's Honey's videoshoot for a party scene which we turn it into a real party coz it's Dai and Night's bday.. before the shoot i was out with my lovely sister and her boyfriend to eat steamboat. They hvnt seen me in weeks, and they said i look more muscular =) also, i am now able to wear the shirts that i couldnt wear for a while XD Feels so satisfied.. but not yet!

Those were only a few of the things that happened XP I shouldve put everything in the draw journal of mine.. ==;;

Anyway, yesterday i went and joined the Vaio X treasure hunt, which i failed to win.. Grrr i was thinking too much outside the box!! oh well, at least i get to win the consolation prize which is a cool laptop bag. Had steak at Pasta Zanmai before the treasure hunt, was pampering myself XD The steak is very reasonably priced.

And today I'm supposed to clean up the house and then go out for lunch with Norman who is in town from Kuching, hvnt seen him since Feb. Going to look forward to laugh and all coz that bugger is one funny SOAB.. LOL

I guess i'll update again soon, for now, time to clean up the house @_@;;; ciao,

Zend.

Slacking off?

2009-10-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

Yes, i havent been updating my blog for almost 3 weeks @_@ shiiiiiit.. becoz somehow everytime i wanna update, i cant seem to load the site =A=;;; Oh well, better late than never.

Aaaaand i think i've been slacking off a bit on my work outs =A=;; not good at all! but yea, its not like i stop working out, nonononono, its just that instead of everyday, now i'm only doing it like 4 times a week >< Still havent finish that work out schedule =/ hmmm you know what, i'll do it first thing in the morning later!

As some of you know, i've been out job hunting. Went for interview at CinemaOnline.com and Celebrity Fitness. So far i know i didnt get the job at CinemaOnline coz they dont need ppl in marketing atm. and for CF, they're forwarding my resume to the main branch. Other than that, my part time voice over job is finally picking off. Has been given the books that i'm suppose to do the audio for the audio textbooks.

Also, i've been hunting jobs online as well, hoping to land on a good solid job with fixed time and salary. Coz i need moneh! for car, gym, costume!!! MOST IMPORTANT IS COSTUME!!

Later today, once i'm done with work outs and also that schedule thing, going to Foxey's house for makan-makan! Her open house starts at 8.30pm, so gonna meet up with Beatbox at 7.30 then go together. On Saturday pulak, got Animax event and after the event i got an interview with Animax ppl for a postion in the Animax Youth Council which i really hope i can get so that i get to travel around to overseas for events!

After that interview is done, gonna have yet another Silent Hill marathon at my place! Finished Silent Hill 2 last week, so this week gonna finish Origins and 3 if can. Anyone else wanna join? =)

Then on sunday maybe go to Sony event at the curve and try my luck on Soul Calibur or bomberman tourney.

I think thats about it for now, till then,

Zend

Eid Mubarak

2009-09-19T04:57:00.000+08:00

First of all, 1 month of fasting is coming to an end, meaning Eid Mubarak is drawing near. And i'd like to wish those everyone a happy and great Eid Mubarak or Selamat Hari Raya.

It has been 4 weeks since i've started Project GoW. I've been slacking off a bit coz i did not feel well 2 days back.. Headache + vomiting.. Cant complete my usual set of work outs coz of that. But dont worry, i'll take it easy for a while. Still continuing my routine. And starting to plan on my new schedule after raya.. I mean, working out around 11pm - 5am timezone is not healthy. The only reason i am doing it is because of fasting month, and working out during the day would be a torture as i cant drink or rehydrate myself.

At the same time, i am updating my resume coz i need to find a job, for the time being i am interested to get a job in CinemaOnline.com but yea, not sure if i can land a position in that company and if i do, what kind of job? Oh well, one question at a time.

Oh, apart from that, i have been going out like mad last week. Come to think of it.. i've been going out a lot in this fasting month. LOL went shopping spree and got myself a lot of new goodies. Got new jeans coz yea, the old ones looks rather retarded on me now coz they're huge.. =P hahahaha! And another note, Gamer is a good movie. so is The Ugly Truth. Gerard Butler is really a great actor! gotta love his performance and talent. Do catch those 2 movie as they are worth your time and money.

And till then, I'd like to wish everyone a great Eid Mubarak.

Zend.

Happy Birthday Mom,

2009-09-09T03:31:00.000+08:00

its 09/09/09, and it's my mom's bday. Happy birthday mom!

And counting the number of days since Project GoW has started.. hmmm seems to be going into day 17.. And yes, results are showing, physically and mentally.. Now i am able to do 250 crunches in less than 15 minutes if i want to. Push ups, dips and squats still need some working. But hey, from 50 crunches only last time to 250 is a real improvement!

YAY ME!~!

Anyway, i am more motivated as seeing the possibilities i can do once i am buff and fit. Cosplay projects are countless!!! MUAHAHAHA Oh yea, Soul Calibur for PSP that is featuring Kratos in the game is out and i am playing it everyday now! More than inspired to really buff up now.

And i have been looking for epic kratos cosplay.. and so far i seen nothing as such. So i am hoping to make history and again, set the bar standard for cosplay in Malaysia.

Anyway, cant write much as i am now only taking a short break from my work out, gonna continue again after this! WISH ME LUCK!!!

After more than a week..

2009-09-01T03:17:00.000+08:00

After a week of Project GoW... I must say so myself, results are showing.. My biceps are as hard as a rock and getting huge cept for that layer of fat that's still there ==;;; Oh well, one step at a time.

And so i am still motivated and also going to continue even more hardworks for my workouts. I still need to find a cardio workout that works for me. Still doing researches and all that at the moment.

Oh, in other news, it was Malaysia's birthday yesterday. And i went and joined the Merdeka Party Train! hahaha so much randomness and fun but a bit tiring as i was fasting at the same time! XD I'm telling you, its more tiring than working out for one and a half hour.. HAHAHA no shit!
And being the 31st, i went to BR and bought 1 pint of ice cream... I KNOW!! its bad for me, but now it gave me sugar high, and now i am pumping the weights, well, at least taking a break now.. LOL

Anyway, going to have dinner at Damansara Uptown with the gang tmr, and today i'll get some rest.. I cant wait for Friday as we are going to buka puasa at Al-Andalus, means one thing... SHISHA!!!!! YEAH BABY!!!

Haha, till then,

Zend

Muscles sore..

2009-08-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling sore all over... But luckily after a hot shower, i feel better. It's already day 4 for the Project GoW. I hafta say, i am not trying my best.. Probably because working out without drinking and empty stomach is harder than it seem..

But i hafta say, i am doing more reps day by day and its starting to feel easy and natural. Did 200 reps of crunches and 90 reverse crunches with ease. But yea, I know i can do better. But i am not going to overdo it.

Time and time, i take breaks and go online, play dragonica and also a short nap. Wonder if this sort of cycle is working or not.. Only time will tell i guess.

Fasting has made me eat only once a day, and that is during 'buka puasa'.. meaning 1 meal.. then for sahur and in between, its just low fat chocolate milk for the calcium, protein and stuff. A bit of snacks also.. seems like only a few bites i'm feeling full already these days.

I'm hoping to change those snacks to fruits and veges.. but i need a fridge for that to happen.. And atm, there is no such thing in my apartment =P

So anyway, i havent been slacking off yet, and hope not to do so anytime soon.. I WILL BE.. KRATOS!!

Dunno what else to write as working out is only what i do these days.. Watching bit of tv..wait.. more like just now only i watch tv for days.. lol.

I might need to put up my schedule and routine. That will help preventing me from slacking off coz ppl will know what i am suppose to do XD

Anyway, thats it for now, and enjoy guys. Tomorrow going out with Sean, Dei, Reno, Mits and Meg. Looking forward for it. Of coz this means i have to double time tmr before going out =P oh well, NO PAIN NO GAIN!

On the road of becoming.. The Ghost Of Sparta

2009-08-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

As some of you may know, i created this blog a year ago for the purpose as to be used as a medium to sell my cakes and desserts.

Well, after a year and no update from me, i decided to use this blog as a main blog for me to write about things i love, and also random things. I might also still be selling em cakes.

Okay, back to the main topic, as written up there, some might know who the Ghost of Sparta is and some of you might not. So saving us time from all the confusion. I'll finally say it out to the public as it is a good motivation for myself as well.

I am planning to cosplay Kratos. The God Of War. Yes, I've been planning to do so for quite sometime. And now, i am putting all my might and determination to make it happen. So i'm letting the people and friends know about it so i'm reminded all the time that i have a goal to fulfill.

Cosplay has always been my favorite pass time. It is fun and also challenging. From simple beginning to epic changes, it's rewarding to see people's reactions. First epic cosplay from me as some of you may remember, was Hellboy. Which debuted in CF 2007. I cant say i am satisfied with the costume, but it has given me the chance to take the title of Best Cosplayer 2007 for Comic Fiesta. And after that, it's never been the same..

I've always wanna 1-up my costumes from the previous ones. Well, some of them isnt that epic but still satisfying as they're my fav characters, for example last GACC, Duke and also The Emperor of Britannia. Nemesis by far is the most epic costume i have. And this coming CF... I'll top that costume with not one, but 2 costumes. That is, if everything goes to plan.

And enough small talk, I guess, the main purpose i'm posting this post, is to let people know that today was the first day of Project GoW. And i'm trying my best to lose em weight and gain all the muscles needed for me to be Kratos.

I'll keep you guys updated soon enough XD

And thus this blog is created..

2008-09-28T21:41:00.001+08:00

I shall be using this blog to promote and also keep in touch with those who wants to order and buy the cakes, desserts, and other food stuff from me.

For those who has yet to know me, I am Zend. I've learnt Hospitality Management in Sunway College last time, and with that I had learnt bakery, culinary arts, and kitchen preparation. I will not say that i am the kind that follows exactly by the book.

The recipes that I use, mostly came from inspiration or random thought that is born from this noodle inside of my head. Am I good at cooking? I'll let you guys be the judge.

Cooking is not a hard thing to do after all. One just simply have to know, understand, and love food~

I guess I'll leave it here for now. Expect more to come soon. Til then, ciao.

Zenderson