A letter to my love..

To my dearest Hani,

Today marks a year of our relationship, and it is the happiest year i ever had, and i know there is more of it to be look forward to. I remember how we started off, as well as how we started to know each other. I added you in MSN and FB, then after a
while, then only i started to chat with u. It was that facebook application that was turned into our ice breaker, that brain dominance test. Hahaha it is because we share the same result, balanced brain.

I straight away poked you in msn and said that not that many girls have that result. We continued talking and talking, from Marvel comics to movies to games to anime to college stuff, and by the time we realised it, we talked about a lot of stuff
and share a lot of conversation. Til the point i didnt realised that i was talking to you everyday, bugging you everyday, even when i can only appear offline with my sucky net last time =P And you also layan me and my attitude. Not that many girls,
heck no other girls does that =)

It was after a couple of months after we started to get to know each other, i realised that i really, really, really like you. I didnt know that i was being obvious to you, i even went to join that game thingy, Tinier Me... So i can get to know you even more and to show that i am willing to do that much for you.

Then i finally asked you out, on a date, though i didnt really say it was a date at first, only after i got that hint from you that you wanna spend time with me rather than hang out with the gang on that outing that was going on on that day too, that was on the 9th January. Our first and only date before we went official, talked about a lot of stuff also. Any other guy would have bailed out the moment they heard you talking about marriage and all that, but not me, definately not me as i felt something sparks between us on that very day. I had so much
fun just talking to you!

Then i dragged you to rejoin IMVU so we can chat and interact in there. LOL, lots of things happened there, i didnt expect a girl like you to play along with me. Then there was 6th February, the day i confessed to you. I was actually waiting for
valentines day to confess. But the more time i spent with you the more my feelings for you grew. Up til a point where i just couldnt wait any longer. At first i tried to divert asking the real question, haha then you caught me in the act =P
In the end, GAR PEOPLE DONT WASTE TIME! and i asked you, my dearest and sweetest Hunny Bunny, "would you be my girlfriend?"

I honestly didnt think you would say yes, seeing that i am not as good looking, as rich, as bishie or whatever it is compared with other people. But you did say yes and in the sweetest and most genuine way you could answered it. The very next day, i
said I love you for the first time to you, well you beat me to it by saying it directly. I dont know but it just felt so right and so perfect.

And now, after 365 days later, and over 9000 i love you's, my love for you had only grew stronger =)

Hani dear, you make me feel like i want to be a better man, be the man that you deserve. Slowly, i will be that man. I will work hard for us, for our future..
I am sorry for all the wrong and stupid things that i did in this 1 year time.

Alhamdulillah that i met you, and that you are mine. I am really thankful to have you as my partner in life.

Alhamdulillah also that we never fight or had a major arguement at all, and i pray hard we never will have to, It is all thanks to your kind and lovely nature.

I love you Hani, now, forever and in the afterlife.

Your googlely bear,

Zend.